I love being the age I am i would not want to be any older, or any younger! right now I am at the point in my life where I am learning how to be an adult but i don't have to be one and I can still act like I am a kid! I have pretty much 2 days left of my Jr year. I am so excited for summer!! But I really don't want this next summer to end! It is my last summer! Like ever!!! And than its going to suck cause I won't really be able to act like a kid and be care free, I'll have to start my life. I honestly don't know if I am ready for it! It is one of my biggest fears!! But as long as i have my friends by my side i know i can make it.

I really can't wait to be a mom and have kids of my own! I love kids so much! But before I can even think about that part in my life I want to go to Greece and Ireland!

I started writting this like a week ago and I never finished so I am now! It is now a few days into summer. and it is a pretty good summer. I found out who will always be there for me and who wouldn't use me if I was made out of money hahahah! But I am starting not to be so scared of the future because so many people have done what I'm about to do and they have made it threw so I think I'll be fine!

So I want to write a blogg everyday but I'm not to sure that will happen.... Mostlikely wont but I am going to try!