I can honestly say I have fallen in love... I know it sounds so stupid coming from a 17 year old but the thing is. James is the only one I want to be with, I want to marry him, and the most amazing thing is he says the same thing about me! I have learned so much from James. I have learned that it's okay to believe in the LDS church that you aren't a loser if you do. I have been reading the book of Mormon again. Not for him but for me. I wanted to know why everyone that is really important to me was making such a big deal about it... I have found that I am more happy when I am going to church. James has also taught me that in the end family is what is going to be always be there for me. I always knew they were important I just didn't know how important. James has been there for me even when it was hard and I had made a mistake of telling him something to soon. I have learned that being without him is horrible and not something I ever want to do again! I can not wait until he gets back from his mission because I know he will be very strong in the church and while he is gone I will be gaining my testimony as well. He is so amazing and is always there for me no matter what. He deals with all the negatives I have within me and he loves me for me. I know I'm not perfect or close to being an amazing person but with James by my side I know he is helping me to fix what needs to be fixed about me, and he is making me a better person. I just don't understand how I am so lucky to have him in my life. He is so amazing and the thing is.... He is not nearly as hard to deal with as I am. I honestly want to be a better person so I can be amazing for him. I love him and I honestly want to spend the rest of my life with him. I just hope that he wants to spend the rest of his life with me. I'm working on still being myself and not changing to much but to also fix the stuff that I need to fix in order to be a better person!