Life update:

First off my brother... oh brother... When I was 7 my brother moved out and we haven't really talked sense than... so from the time I was born to the time I was 7 I have done something to him to make him dislike me. Someone please tell me what a 7 year old could do to a 17 year old to make them hate her so much...? I don't even understand this! Yea my parents treat me different from him but they have grown as parents and it's not my fault! I didn't tell them to grow I didn't make them think differently. We are ten years apart so why? Do you hate me for our parents growing... I just don't understand how a now 27 almost 28 year old can tell his younger sisters that are 23 and 17 that they can't go to disneyland with him. that if they go he won't... I just don't get it... UGH! I honestly wish he would grow up and get the point that we are family! IF he is going to treat me like this for my whole life than I'm going to say F it I'm not putting up with that shit! He won't ever meet my children They just won't have their uncle David. Yes that kills me to say but REALLY!?!?!?!? I love my brother so much!!! I have tried so hard and so many times to talk to him! I just wish I had an older brother that was also my bestfriend one that I can turn to when I am having problems! I thought that maybe one day he would come around and tell me what I did. But now I'm doubting that it will every happen...