welph its been a little while! I have lots on my mind and this currant time. such as food, family, the boy, the boy that is the best friend, and just life. To start off with FOOD haha when am I not thinking about food? This little thing I think about all the time is starting to become a bad thing in which way I am feeling like I am gaining lots of weight I don't know if it's all the skinny tiny people I am surrounding my self with or if in reality I really am just getting fat which is not a good thing so I need to start working out to prevent this dilemma. Next is family and when I say family I am talking about my overly generous sister who is not providing for not only her but for everyone in her boyfriends family. This is a very stressful thing for me to think about because I know she is struggling and seeing her struggling (I see my self as the older sister in this equation) is very hard. The boy..... Yea not going into that. Now the best friend is a hard situation because I love the kid and he has always been there for me and he would be the perfect boyfriend for any girl and trying to make myself like him is impossible. So any single girl that would treat my best friend right so I don't have to hunt anyone down and have a good talking to would like to date him I guess I am now willing to pass the tourch. He really is the perfect guy. Well life for me right now is kind of like the new roller coaster at lagoon and you're scared to go on it but all your friends say its way fun and something you have to try. My life is so like that at this current time, not going into why my life is like that. I guess that its a mistory but I did fine an amazing quote today and it's
"Yesterdays Dream is Tomorrows Reality"
Martin Luther King Jr.