Hello 2012!! Hahaha This year is going to be amazing I know so because of the fact that I ended 2011 with a bang and started 2012 with a even bigger bang! So much happen in 2011. I lost and gained a lot of friends and I know the friends who are in my life right now are amazing and are leading me in the direction I want to go(: Plus there is this new boy.. I am getting sick of saying that but hey I haven't founded what I want yet. And I did tell the ex that I was done with his games and deleted him out of my life for good.(Honestly that was one of the hardest thins I have ever done.)
Right now in my life family is the most important thing I have two amazing kids living with me and not going to lie they are the best birth control out there haha(: I know I am not ready to start a family of my own Im still not sure what I want in the man I choose to have children with. I have a main idea but Im still thinking. Im only 18! I don't need to know(: But I do know that every boy that I have had in my life weather they are family, friend, or love intrest they have made a big part of my life but mostly the boys who have been a love intrest I have learned from the two boys that were a big part of my life this year that there are signs you have to look for before getting to involed with them. James kinda started and ended my year with a bang. We broke up last year on new years and it was a rollar coaster ever sense than that is why I decided that it was time to be done and realize he isn't the one for me and it was very hard to come to reality with that. Bridger had a lot of bad signs and he is a really great guy but he is for sure not the one for me. He still needs to get his head on straight. I do like him as a person but not as a person I want in my life which is strange but hey thats me(: I did learn a lot from Bridger the main thing was that I needed to grow up and I did a lot. All together 2011 was a pretty great year(:

Okay on to 2012!! This year I want to top last year like no other(: I know it will because I have so many things I want for myself this year. But Im not going to write that down now because we got to get little Sophia to sleep(: