So been doing a lot and I mean a lot of thinking!
You see Friday night I came home thinking that the only good boys in the world were the good little Mormon boys.. Yea I was wrong! The boys that are good are either very mature for their age and taken or they still haven't grown up. So I have decided to date older men or wait for the guys my age to grow up. Hmmmm.... I'll prob wait because the chances of me looking old enough to date a mature man are very slim considering the fact that I look very young for my age. It's not my fault I am so short!
Let's see I went on a date with Austin which I have been waiting to do ever sense our last one like two years ago. He took me to some great restaurant I think it was called like tucans or something like that! It was an extremely nice place. Than we went and got some frozen yogurt. And after we went back to his dorm and freaking BYU which sucked to even be there but Austin was making me laugh so I guess it was worth it. When we got back to his dorm or apartment whatever it's called, we watched Harry Potter! It was fun to cuddle with him and mess around and just laugh! Been a while sense I have had that much fun with a boy... I think Elliot was the last one I had that much fun with. My ex wasn't much of the goofing off type when we were cuddling he was more of the.... how do I say this nicely.... touchy feely type. haha. Anyways I had such a great night and when I was leaving Austin hugged me and said "Sarah you're amazing and I don't want you spending anymore time with these boys. The only boys you should be with are the ones that are going to treat you like a princess." I thought about what Austin had said to me my whole way home it made me cry because the guys I typically date don't treat me like a princess I'm not saying all of them don't but mostly no they really don't. So it made me think, what kind of guy do I really want in my life. So I thought it was a good little Mormon boy but than I went to church today and I ran into Austin's cousin and she told me that Austin has a girl he is quite fond of..... Yea I was felling like a piece of crap right than cause here I am having all these feelings for Austin thinking about taking out my nose ring and he is just being your typical guy. My life story right??? Yea I guess all guys no matter what think with the wrong head.

XOXOXOXOX
Sarah M. Ashcraft