Sometimes moving on is super hard. And when you hear that that person you loved is doing something again that you just hate them doing. Because of course you will always care for your ex's that you truly cared about. Even if you have deleted all the pictures out of your phone their number and pretty much just them out of your life. My best friend randomly talks to my ex and she will tell me when she does and really I don't care that they talk the thing that kills me is that he wants weed.... Now my best friend doesn't do that anymore and I thought my ex didn't either the last time that him and I really talked he wanted to go on a mission and that is why we couldn't be together and now he is doing this.... okay cool James. You dumb ass! I guess he is going to make his own choices and most of them will be stupid. It just makes me wonder if that kid was playing me the whole time we got together (the second time). I dunno what to think I do want him to be making good choices cause he is a great guy but he is doing stupid stuff!
I also have another ex that is doing stupid stuff. But this is the one that kills me the most. Him and I have been bestest friends for forever and a day. He is so stupid sometimes. I won't mention what he is doing because I still love the kid and I care if he reads this and gets upset! Plus I know he reads this! HEY MI MI!!! haha Really though he is doing stupid things which he knows what they are! But I really wish he wouldn't! I'd text him but I don't have my phone at this time.... Yea won't go into why I don't hahaha! But back to stupid head! Why do you have to be so dumb and promise me things that you can't keep?? I guess that is how ALL guys are! Oh well I'm over it! Kinda...... Not really but whateva!
All I want in life is a big strong guy who can protect me and will keep his promises. But I also kinda want him to be a bad boy haha can I just have Flinn off of Tangled!! Which is an amazing movie! I just need to forget about the night I saw it so I can fully enjoy that movie! Wasn't the best night of my life we'll just say that. Okay so it wasn't the first time I saw it that it wasn't to great cause I'm not going to lie that was a way fun night! But the second time I went to it I was with a friend who I like and he liked me but it was hard because he was leaving on his mission which he has already and I miss him dearly that night just sucked cause i couldn't kiss him are anything because he was leaving! Oh well he is a sweet guy and is doing well on his mission and is upset with me forgetting my nose pierced.... Get over it It's MY nose NOT yours!!! I'm so sick of people getting mad at me for it! IT was MY choice NOT theirs! And I love it!
Post like this are my favorite cause I can just let everything out and not care what people are thinking! Cause it's how I truly feel and it makes me feel better!! And I know that not many people read this blogg so I am over it!

Peace and blessings ya'll!!