What's meant to be will be.

Alright so right now I am more frustrated than ever. Reasons: Homework, Jobs, and boys (Tanner, Caleb,Miles, Mike, and you all know its coming James.) Alright so sense I use this space to pretty much complain and let everything out. I am frustrated with homework because I am a procrastinator. I think that explains it all. Jobs because putting in this damn resume is getting to hard. And boys well lets go in order. Tanner: I am mad at tanner because he's suppose to be the good guy the guy that I can always turn to and know he won't be acting like any other guy he's the best guy friend I got. But lately he has been acting like you "typical" guy. I need to not put the people I think deserve to be put to higher standers in my life to higher standers because right now I don't think that ever works. Caleb: I am frustrated with Caleb because he is on the other side of the world and has not wrote me back and I really need some missionary advice, I'm not going to lie it feels like they always know what to say. Miles: Well he just walked back into my life and is acting like he has all these feeling for me and likes me so much and it could be true but you never know with him. But for the first time in my life I don't return the feelings. Its odd, strange, and weird. Mike: I am just so frustrated that he doesn't live here!!! But than again I don't know how I can say that seeing that I have never met him in person. So it's hard for me to tell if I even like him because we have developed this great relationship over skype, texting, facebook, and phone calls. I'm extremely nervous for him to come up here in May!!! And finally James: James is doing this thing where he says he doesn't want to talk to me because he doesn't want to gain his feelings back for me cause he doesn't want a girlfriend and he doesn't want to ever get married. I'm so mad at him fro doing this to me he can't just always walk out of my life!! When we are together it's great, trusting, and fun I have never had a boyfriend like him. Of course he was my first love so that could have a huge factor on why my relationship with him is so great. It just sucks because I saw him the other night and it was great and we talked most everything out. And he wouldn't let me leave and he just wanted me to stay and than he didn't want to ever talk to me again after that night.... Shoot me shoot me now. I know that James and I are meant to be I just wish that he would see it and stop being so stubborn.

<--- Tanner






















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<--- Miles























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<---- James